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Dude it's here, the first real music video of the Hesitant Alien era.
I am so into this aesthetic oh god.
It's so weird??

I love how this boy who grew up, you know, listening to Misfits and Iron Maiden, and was really angry and spent years covering himself in like, messy eyeliner and fake blood - is now some weird retro glittery alien dude in a nice suit.
I goddamn love it.
  • Mood: Amazed
  • Listening to: No Shows
  • Drinking: Coffee (with uh, ice cream in it?)

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Shaelyn Rose
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I would like to have something mysterious and interesting to say here. The truth is that anything mysterious and interesting I could come up with would be bullshit. And as much as I enjoy being a pretentious shmuck sometimes, I'm trying not to be right now.

So I'm gonna try not to bullshit you.

I'm 17, bisexual, cisgender female.

I easily become obsessed; I am totally the (sometimes ashamed, sometimes shameless) fangirl-type, when it comes to bands, books, and shows.

I simultaneously love everyone and hate the whole fucking world. I am a wreck of conflicting opinions, hypocrisy, and hormones. Maybe most people are, but I'm very aware of it in myself and it annoys the fuck out of me.

Maybe that's not different from anyone else though.

I'm not sure about the obsession to be different. I find it exhausting. Just like. You do you.

I want to reach a point in my life where I feel intelligent, and excited about opportunities, and can feel free to love and hate, feel happy without feeling guilty about it. I want to tell people how worthwhile they are without sounding like I'm full of shit, because I do honestly mean it when I say that you, whoever you are, have value.

I want to always want something, because a life without wanting sounds apathetic and unsatisfying. Maybe that's greedy. It's not things I want to want. Although I'm human and I do want things as well.

Like comments. Sincere comments on my art that might help me become better. Criticism. Please.

(But that's probably rude of me to ask in that way.)

I want to know how any person is supposed to describe themself (and I want to know why the English language doesn't have gender-less pronouns yet - come on, it's 2014, we should have solved that by now). "Oneself", that's probably the word I'm supposed to use. Alright then. How does one confine oneself to words? How do people know what to write in these stupid "Bio" boxes? How does an entire life supposed to become this? (And what's wrong with typos? If you know what a person means, move the fuck on. It doesn't matter.)

It's stupid. If you want to know me - good luck, because no one even knows their own fucking self.

Drop me a note, email me at shaywaylikesrevenge@gmail.com, or send me an ask on Tumblr - for anything (besides spamming - I've had enough of that shit). If you are not okay, if you want help or need to vent, or even if you are okay and just want someone to chill with and talk to, I will listen. I'll give advice, and inevitably some of it will be really shitty advice, so you should probably really think about it before listening to me.

But, I'll listen to you.

If you're still reading this far... here, have a hug. :hug:

Go make art. Whatever art is to you. Do what you love, do what you want. Live your own life, don't take shit. Get revenge by achieving happiness, because the evil fucks that try to hurt you never know how to react to that.

Never say "YOLO", but... live like it. And I mean that in the most serious way possible. That phrase was around long before it was ruined.

And a couple of my favourite quotes, cause I have nowhere else to put them... (and yes, they are all from MCR):
"A smile is the best revenge."
"Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive."
"Art is the weapon, your imagination is the ammunition. Stay dirty, and stay dangerous."
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Andrelica Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!!! ^^
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WheresYour-HeART Featured By Owner Aug 2, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you so much for the favs! :hug:
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Clockworkprincess Featured By Owner Aug 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
My pleasure dear! :tighthug:
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themsgothgirl Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, thanks for the favourite :D
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toasterofjustice Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  New member Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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Clockworkprincess Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're very welcome :hug: ^.^
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Killjoy97x Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, thanks for the watch, and the faves, I really like your stuff as well Hug 
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Clockworkprincess Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
AHh it's my pleasure and yeah thank you :hug:
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nikafargos Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank U so much for so many faves Too Much Hugging  and for the sweet comments, I'm honored! 
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Clockworkprincess Featured By Owner Jul 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Omfg you're totally welcome, I seriously spent all morning fangirling over your work
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